You used to make us laugh. We want the old you back.

Oh my.
Just got home from San Francisco. It was lots of fun. I need to go back and spend more time in the city. Pretend I live there for a week. Get the idea off my shoulders.

It was mostly a trip for Mark and I. But we invaded my aunt and uncles house for turkey. They are always a blast.

I did a photoshoot a few weeks back. I'll put photos up soon. I am trying to find more work in that area that doesn't involve creepster guys contacting me on model mayhem to do "beauty shots"... yea.

Still job hunting. It's kinda a impossible thing now. I went on a horrible job interview last week. The lady was a total waste. Honestly. I hope she gets an awful assistant.

Not much else to report. I will be spending the next 2 weeks locked in my room writing final papers. Someone please send candy and starbucks. thanks.


-xo

To Whoever Reads This:

Etsy: Your place to buy & sell all things handmade ilycraft.etsy.com

I am in need of a bit of help. As you may or may not know about me, I am obsessed with London. And I am trying very hard to get back there by 2010. This may or may not seem selfish, but I am asking for your help. My etsy shop up there is gaining cob webs, and I would love to see some of these things get homes (especially my precious Ingrid dolls). I can also make custom birthday banners, paintings, and awesome birthday gift packages for the little ones in your life. So please, get in contact with me. Seeing as I still cannot find a job, I am trying my best to raise some money this way. Keep checking back here, because I may have updates on my etsy, and also about some things on ebay.

-xo

will work for money

still looking for a job.
someone, please hire me? so i can move out, fix my car, get a dog, and live happily ever after?

also: thank you for voting for obama. our future is so bright now it's amazing. i feel more confident in that than ever. but all those yes votes on prop 8? those concern me. i won't go into it because it makes me angry. really.

next: kinda on a protest of the mikey show. every time i turn it on it's some form of gay bashing or women hating. it's a little embarrassing.

again: 4 years of love and trouble on Wednesday. i love you mark. thanks for everything.

last: it's raining!!


job...job...job...job....


-xo

trash

this is my latest craze. being cozy, but not frumpy. these sandals were 18.00 on clearance from 50! I love going out of business sales.
You can thank picnik for the great exposure on this. That site is probably the best.
That tank top is an american apparel track tank that I got at buffalo exchange. I know this will end up like the gray vneck t I bought a few weeks ago... I'll probably wear it for a month straight and then get sick of it. Meh..

Midterms are over...thank goodness. I am feeling confident but also a bit anxious. Oh well. I for sure cannot say I didn't put effort forth! Cause holy cow...

My aunt threw a surprise party for my uncle last night. It was good to see him so overwhelmed with happiness, he deserves it. Some of my moms sisters are questionable. But since this is published on the internet I will leave it at that. Just want to say, thanks mom for giving up after me :] Super proud of my only child syndrome.

-xo

Midterm

That big flower is brought to you by H&M. It's copper, and gorgeous.
This photo is brought to you by being bored at a lame club called U31. Mark's single friend Ross wanted to go, so we went. And Ross left empty handed. Some day that boy will prevail.
Nothing else to really report. Midterms are over on thursday... until then I will be over in that corner crying.

-xo

War Rooms

my optimism is rapidly loosing steam. honestly.

5 months, 100+ resumes sent, 4 job interviews, and nothing. nothing at all.

I am trying so hard. And to what avail? I don't mean to sound like a nag, but honestly. When will a girl get a break? Burnt out from school and cannot find a job in this big old city? I'm ready to push off the wall and move another direction. If things don't turn to sparkles soon I really plan on loading up and shipping out for a little while.

Kick, kick, shove.

I don't know what else to do anymore.


-xo

heat

its too hot out.
i might melt.

really.