run around, get dirty. make some bad decisions.

edited to add: what. the. fuck. really? this is where this is going to go? but you'll talk with her, she'll deny it and you will act like nothing ever happened. you chose someone like that, who is capable of doing this, over me? i am hurt and offended. sure i said some mean things about her but i would never ever go out of my way to contact her. i bet you're flattered she did it. i want to know how she got my number. if you wanted a project you sure as hell got one. good luck. i hope you are wishing you would have taken more time to think about your choice. and i hope you are thinking you made a big fucking mistake.


are you worried at all that this might be a very big mistake?

cause i am.

trying to turn this sour lemon into something digestible. its fucking hard. under this rubble there is something bright and amazing. but my arms are tired from digging for it.



-xo