done.
kick drum beat in my chest again.
'exile' is not a reason on the form.
'extended vacation' is a euphemism for me now.
there are 100 things i want to say but i just don't think any of it is appropriate right now.
i know what you've been doing and saying even though you think i don't.
and i know the outcome (as do you).
my horoscope as been telling me to risk my ego and just say whats on my mind.
fuck my ego... its everything else that ever existed that is keeping me from talking.
day 3: beyond bullshit at this point. i don't get how 2 people who love each other and spent 5 years of their lives together, can find it civil and reasonable to just not talk to one another. or should i say i don't get how one person can. things were fine. you said so yourself. but then again i wouldn't put it past you at this point to... well you know.
-xo
Oh dear little stephanie...
- stephanie
"If I write anything overly ridiculous or offensive while I'm blogging don't worry about it. Just pretend I was kidding. Maybe I was being ironic. I was probably drunk. I'm just glad that I'm finally getting in on the zeitgeist. And yeah sitting around talking to strangers online is apparently the zeitgeist. These are the bullshit times in which we live. I can barely see the screen through my tears."
Reading: sellevision
Listening: sean wilsons mix
Watching: junk
Eating: what i can
Wanting: an alternate universe
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