run around, get dirty. make some bad decisions.

edited twice to add: i hope you will continue to read this, no matter what you choose. this is the only way i am able to communicate with you when you leave. it's only here for one reason. i guess i'll ask when you make your decision. btw, june 27th is the OB street fair. i don't want to go alone. :[


edited to add: i want a jim and pam relationship. as stupid as it sounds. and i know i can have that with you. we both have a lot of growing to do. and if you decide to take this time apart, then lets hope in whatever amount of time from now we can come back together and be happy. you know that your time with her will be short. you know she isn't long term material. get it out of your system now. i will be here. you will always be on my mind. i can only hope that next week my answer comes in the form of a knock at the door. we can grow together. now wouldn't that be a fairtytale ending?



taking the next steps...

landed a ton more hours at work. fishing out a clean one bedroom. so much can change in a few hours. lets hope this works out.

well.. this isn't happening right away. maybe in a few months... fingers crossed.


-xo