run around, get dirty. make some bad decisions.

it wasn't personally directed at you. honestly.
but can you understand the fact that I am going through this too? I just sorta feel like everyone lied to me when they said we could still be friends. Why should I have to be the one to call? He gets invited to everything, but I have to be opted out because of him. Him and I can be in the same room, we don't have to talk. Ask him.

I am just sad. Sad and lonely and I feel like I am being played for the fool.


I am done here for a while.



-xo